3月30日 凌晨3时30分

Message to the Mirror (I & II)

Tracing words in the past,
I was once…a puppet
There is no honour remained,
The blatant lies, and the pathetic soul.

In the past I lost in eternity
Faith, clouded rationality,
Despair, sailed over ripples.
Upon thy cruelty, I was the proof of emptiness.

3月23日 午夜11时正

Perjalanan ini ku meniti
Entah bila akan ku kembali
Dalam laut bergelora ini,
Entah mana akan ku kunjungi,

Perjalanan yang penuh ranjau,
Sumpahku tidak kembali,
Dicucuk ribuan jarum.
Kesengsaraan, puas dialami

Seantero hidupku,
Menjulang perasaan,
Tatkala letih menunggu
Aku…

2月14日 午夜12时正

Symphony of Perpertual Love

Pieces of mind, which I have spent a month to complete

It was for you, and

Yes, it's always for you, all the times.

A place under the shades of grey, I was in
I longed for a bright dawn within,
Under the infinite sky of desperation
My soul, unveiled by your devotion

The fear of losing you from my sight
I longed to hold you in my arms, tight,
Embracing the love of my life
A perpetual love, everlasting from its sacrifice.

Forever since that moment I started my will,
I willingly held a rose of love that would kill
Risking my fingers being pierced, for you,
          But never would I have 
          The astonishing pain, of regrets

Ripples on the lake surface, the tears you shed
I promise you, with the world I kept
I would watch over your soul, and your life
          But never in my fragrant dreams 
          To have a place, in your heart

Rising tide - my love grows,
For a person, who means my life and soul
I truly offer my lifetime of love
I only wished to pledge, my love for you

>>>>>> Behind the Artwork >>>>>>

2月11日 凌晨3时正

听
夜间的气息
暖暖的风
断断续续
沁入心扉

吻
小杯中茶香
夜风轻轻吹
而绽露芬芳
此刻，悠悠地品茗

尝
黑巧克力
细细地
觉其中苦
苦涩，却不失香浓

关灯
         赏夜

2月4日 午夜12时正

4th of February 2010 

Under the infinite sky of desperation,
Where my world, is under devastation,
All that awaits me is a hell sorrow,  
No matter where, winds of despair may blow.

Everything has clouded my conscience 
Whatever left, is dearth of confidence.
A leaf has fallen,
A resemblance, to hope’s abatement.

--------------------------------------------------

True love
Nor I have rights to pursue
Nor the days would come true
For I am good for nothing, 
For I am a not an ideal mate, instead a weakling.

1月30日 午夜12时正

我把视觉
给了盲目 
匆 
          再冲
-发奋，努力
只为，不能让父母失望

我把快乐
给了压力
一    不做
          二     不休
-梦里只盼望
有一天，只会是拥有

我将期望
给了绝望
失去  
          所有     把握
-课业不好，成绩欠佳
变为，别人的失望

我将信心
给了空虚
眼前     事务
          希望     飘渺
-我的所有，倒空
对于一切，失去把握

我用平静
尝试
          遮掩     涟漪
水面
          仍是 不平
-情感，一一搁下
只为，不欲人担忧
不能与人分担

11月9日 早上11时15分

Lies which he has been told
Lies within the great skies

11月8日 晚上10时30分

Message To The Mirror 2

You looked me into your eyes, again
“Promises were nothing but emptiness”
A phrase you uttered
While your tears were shed.

Words could no longer describe your feelings
Words would no longer have meaning.
Something has been forgotten.
Someone is no longer there.

Your world 
Painted your feelings, with light gray
Filled your heart, with frost snow
Washed your brain, with bright soap.

As your world promised you everything,
And fooled you with everything,
There are no promises
In fact white lies remained.

Your heart tore 
As your blood bled
Your tears glistened
As the final sunset of your world
Drenched in the west…

You answered me,
“I shall search for an Eternal Slumber,
To leave the world,
In few hours later”

11月3日 午夜 3时正

A Message to The Mirror

That day you looked me into your eyes
You said you felt a pain never experienced before
You thought in this merciless world
There was no one else you could trust

You only longed for someone,
Who could tell you,
There’s still hope remained
Who could show you the world,
Where every living thing
Has its honour and pride
Who could be with you,
Always as you go on.

Until the day
You found everything
Went in a different way
You really feared, and lost the world,
Which once, you strongly believed.

You sank into roaring waves
Struggling from death
A deep thrust within your heart
Once was full, now broken into two.

My friend,
Shall you search for
An Eternal Slumber

10月9日 黎明5时正

If only the world knew the way that I felt 
I offer thee this silent sacrifice, hearts as one, melt 
If only I had the courage to say 
I could bear everything, except for the end
I would take any course, as long as I can

To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
There are no dreams, no honor remains

I began a life of seclusion with the proof of hatred
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
In fact, an infinite suffer
Sorrow, everlasting from it’s sacrifice

9月16日 午夜11时30分

I never thought that sorrow would find me
Like an arrow through the body
Holding onto a dream, to set myself free,
Longing for a person, heeding words from me.

情
无形
无影
消纵即逝

哀
无声
无象
震荡五脏

Kemudi hilang nakhoda,
Berlabuh di laut ranjau,
Detik-detik pengembaraannya,
Kepedihan yang tidak terhingga.

Terpahat pada sanubarinya,
Namun tersembunyi rasanya.
Senyampang disentuh,
Dicerminkan tangisanku.

Saaikoga mashenaii taro
Daakana,
Zenbu hanashite…Okitainda.
___________________________________

Half an hour,
Days – Left 1 Digit
Till the end of my world
Let’s see, what I am capable of….

9月11日 傍晚5时

雨

这是
雨的声音
雨的颜色

是这样的天气
阴郁的天空
阴冷的寒风
阴湿的气候

曾试图
剥夺我世界的雨
今次
呼唤死神
俘虏我的生命

这剧痛
无论
吟呻 咆哮
喊叫 呼啸
一切
沉淀在二度空间
站在黑暗和光明的中间地带
原来 这叫
垂死 - 挣扎

垂死 彷徨中
失去了前夜的暮景
断送了天宇的晨星
和森林的萤虫
更销及了天籁之音

挣扎 试图着
将世间的感动
寻回与人类
展开捉迷藏已久的奇迹
一度 欲挽回求生意志

蓝天白云之间默数
过去和未来辗转时空
距离变得无所适从

雨帘低垂
久久不去
一霎那
死神于夕照中
恍惚之间消失

夕照中
树影长长
会心之状
不觉莞尔

然而
这紧琐的心扉
依然隐隐作痛
不容小觑……

7.7 Probably, A Last Chance For Me

I was used to be alone
Longed for a bright dawn within
You crossed my soul
Became the light on the dark side of me

Every single night you called me
For my soul to keep
Every single day you guarded me
Through the night and morning light

If only I am given an opportunity
Just a chance for me to explain
For I knew that it would not happen
For never in my dreams that it would happen

If only I am given an opportunity
Just a chance for me to know
What is the truth behind the lies
What are the true sides, these faces beyond

For the roses I hold
Wild, beautiful, and glamorous,
But a will to draw blood in its defense
For I am no longer, able to bear its pain

If you do care and love
Please, let me know
I would swear to the world
For an angel I dear most in my life

If you don’t
Kindly, let me go
I would endure its pain,
Sadness and sorrow,
For a friend, within...

Longing for a love that will stay

My heart is longing for a love that will stay. 
心一直盼望着，一份能长久的爱，
A lifetime of love from someone i pray. 
憧憬着永久的爱-于自己的梦中情人
From someone who'll hold my hand and lead the way. 
一个能牵着我的手，带领我，走过前程的人
From someone who is willing to say, "I love you just the way you are,"
 一个能告诉自己“我爱你，也不需要你作任何改变”的人
I long to know you and be known by you.
多希望能认识你，同时也被你认知 
I long to be found in no one else but you.
多希望只有从你身上，找回自己
I pledge my love to you
我将我的爱给你，作为承诺 
Nothing will change this love i have for you.
没有任何事情，能改变我对你的爱

My heart is beating with love and longing for you. 
我的心，蹦跳着，祈求着你
More than just a feeling. 
这感觉，并不单调
I laid down my life and held nothing from you.
我牺牲一切，也毫无保留
I love you just the way you are.
我爱你，也不需要你作任何改变
I'll spend a lifetime of love with you. 
我愿意用毕生的爱，陪你度过一生
I'm looking to know you and be known by you 
希望能认识你，同时也被你认知
This I have found in no one else but you.
只有从你身上，才能找回自己
*In the rain and the cold, every season we'll hold on. 
在风暴云雨中，我们护持着对方
No matter what we'll have each other
无论什么时候，我们仍有彼此

十四天风雨

Time passes

If only the world and you could see what I feel
Then, would the world, understand who I am
I've cared, loved, lost and feared the world
For it is, sometimes too much to bare

For once, at one point
I trusted everyone more than anything
But with them went my only light
And faith shall be nothing but emptiness

I have been searching for oblivion
Wanting to forget
For I am weak inside and full of pain
But even after moving on in life
I can't lift this heavy weight off my chest

______________________________________

Nightmares haunted me in every night of mine
Emotional disease plagued every thought in mind
Still, to worry you, my beloved one
Is something I would never like to do in my life

I screamed and cry in sorrow
Knowing there is nobody there to heed my voice
I swallow the shame and anger
That lies beyond me

From the first second
You appeared in my sight
I knew God created you for me
But He never meant
That you could be mine

The morrow may be barren without promises
Both of us are apart, from different worlds
With the rivers and oceans between
For one, could not across

If only I could see you one more time
Just to know you’re well and doing fine 
I would not bear for your love this time
Like finding a diamond in a stone mine
But bear in mind
It would bring some peace - to this heart of mine