7.7 Probably, A Last Chance For Me

I was used to be alone
Longed for a bright dawn within
You crossed my soul
Became the light on the dark side of me

Every single night you called me
For my soul to keep
Every single day you guarded me
Through the night and morning light

If only I am given an opportunity
Just a chance for me to explain
For I knew that it would not happen
For never in my dreams that it would happen

If only I am given an opportunity
Just a chance for me to know
What is the truth behind the lies
What are the true sides, these faces beyond

For the roses I hold
Wild, beautiful, and glamorous,
But a will to draw blood in its defense
For I am no longer, able to bear its pain

If you do care and love
Please, let me know
I would swear to the world
For an angel I dear most in my life

If you don’t
Kindly, let me go
I would endure its pain,
Sadness and sorrow,
For a friend, within...

Longing for a love that will stay

My heart is longing for a love that will stay. 
心一直盼望着，一份能长久的爱，
A lifetime of love from someone i pray. 
憧憬着永久的爱-于自己的梦中情人
From someone who'll hold my hand and lead the way. 
一个能牵着我的手，带领我，走过前程的人
From someone who is willing to say, "I love you just the way you are,"
 一个能告诉自己“我爱你，也不需要你作任何改变”的人
I long to know you and be known by you.
多希望能认识你，同时也被你认知 
I long to be found in no one else but you.
多希望只有从你身上，找回自己
I pledge my love to you
我将我的爱给你，作为承诺 
Nothing will change this love i have for you.
没有任何事情，能改变我对你的爱

My heart is beating with love and longing for you. 
我的心，蹦跳着，祈求着你
More than just a feeling. 
这感觉，并不单调
I laid down my life and held nothing from you.
我牺牲一切，也毫无保留
I love you just the way you are.
我爱你，也不需要你作任何改变
I'll spend a lifetime of love with you. 
我愿意用毕生的爱，陪你度过一生
I'm looking to know you and be known by you 
希望能认识你，同时也被你认知
This I have found in no one else but you.
只有从你身上，才能找回自己
*In the rain and the cold, every season we'll hold on. 
在风暴云雨中，我们护持着对方
No matter what we'll have each other
无论什么时候，我们仍有彼此

十四天风雨

Time passes

If only the world and you could see what I feel
Then, would the world, understand who I am
I've cared, loved, lost and feared the world
For it is, sometimes too much to bare

For once, at one point
I trusted everyone more than anything
But with them went my only light
And faith shall be nothing but emptiness

I have been searching for oblivion
Wanting to forget
For I am weak inside and full of pain
But even after moving on in life
I can't lift this heavy weight off my chest

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Nightmares haunted me in every night of mine
Emotional disease plagued every thought in mind
Still, to worry you, my beloved one
Is something I would never like to do in my life

I screamed and cry in sorrow
Knowing there is nobody there to heed my voice
I swallow the shame and anger
That lies beyond me

From the first second
You appeared in my sight
I knew God created you for me
But He never meant
That you could be mine

The morrow may be barren without promises
Both of us are apart, from different worlds
With the rivers and oceans between
For one, could not across

If only I could see you one more time
Just to know you’re well and doing fine 
I would not bear for your love this time
Like finding a diamond in a stone mine
But bear in mind
It would bring some peace - to this heart of mine